It was then that Sarah looked up and saw him. Her smile froze—not in fear, but in surprise. The kind that lasts half a second before professionalism snaps back into place.
The silence of the estate was usually the first thing that greeted Ethan Sterling. It was a heavy, luxurious silence – the kind of silence that only ten acres in Greenwich, Connecticut, and stone walls almost a meter thick could offer.
Ethan froze on the threshold of the nursery, his hand tightening on the handle of his Tumi leather briefcase. His tie hung loosely around his neck, the first button of his shirt undone, testimony of the grueling eighteen-hour flight from Tokyo. He had returned three days early. The merger with Kaito Tech had been completed faster than expected, but that was not the only reason for his return. A stubborn feeling in his chest – a kind of magnetic appeal that he did not know how to explain – had prompted him to dry the celebratory dinner and immediately board the company jet.
Now, standing in the doorway of the west wing, he understood why.
On the floor of the vast bedroom, his new nanny was kneeling on the thick navy blue carpet. Her name was Sarah. He only knew this because his personal assistant had indicated it to him. He had never met her before. She was wearing a simple professional black dress with a small white apron – a uniform required by the agency, which clearly cut with the modern and cold elegance of the room.
But it wasn’t the nanny who took her breath away. They were his sons.
Liam, Noah and Mason.
The triplets were kneeling next to her. They were five years old, and yet, in Ethan’s mind, they remained the screaming infants that he had been too devastated by grief to hold in his arms after the death of his wife, Elena, who died in childbirth. He had offered them the best: the best doctors, the best food, the best toys, the best staff. But he had never offered them himself.
Now he was watching them put their little hands together in front of their chests. Their eyes were closed, their faces illuminated with a serenity that he had never seen in them. Usually, when he saw them, they were restless, noisy or, even worse, fearful in front of this tall and distant father who appeared only to inspect them.
“Thank you for this day,” the nanny’s voice whispered. She was soft, melodious, carrying a warmth that seemed to warm the icy room.
“Thank you for this day,” the boys repeated, their little voices forming a fragile, high-pitched chorus.
“Thank you for the food that feeds us and the roof that protects us. »
“Thank you for the food…” the boys repeated.
Ethan felt his legs slip away. He leaned lightly against the doorframe. He was a man who made the markets move with a simple phone call, and yet he felt like an intruder in his own house.
“Now,” Sarah said, shifting a little, “tell God what made you happy today. »
Liam, the eldest by two minutes and usually the most turbulent, half-opened one eye. He glanced at his brothers, checked that they remained serious, then closed his eye tightly.
“I liked the pancakes,” Liam whispered. “With the smiley face. »
“I liked the story of the brave mouse,” Noah added softly.
“I’ll take the same as them,” Ethan said.
Sarah blinked. “These are… Mickey Mouse pancakes, sir. And eggs. »
“The analogy is the language of children, Mr. Sterling,” Sarah said softly. “It makes the abstract accessible. »
Ethan looked at his sons again. “Your mom… she would have loved it. She also loved the stars. »
The boys’ eyes widened. “Is it true? “Liam asked.
“Yes,” Ethan replied, a memory finally breaking through the ice of his grief. “On our honeymoon, we went to the desert just to look at them. She knew the names of all the constellations. »
“Do you know them, you? “Noah asked.
Ethan hesitated. “I know a few of them. »
“Can you show them to us? »